hey!!!!being in bliss is fine.......yes! its a state of mind......but its also a feeling........sometimes i feel so alone.....so closed....so silly....... like a little ball of nothing...... just the opposite of what i usually feel......after a great high....comes a great low......!!!!!!
thats when i see the futility of it all....the sheer futility of doing anything....even living......
i truly believe that we are here for a reason....theres some high drama.....we fit somehow in the BIG PICTURE......!! then why this unexplainable feeling of dread?
This blog has been witness to my journey, I`ve cried, I`ve laughed, but, mostly I`ve LIVED through this blog.
