why?

Tell me why do u love me???

its difficult...

Ive always craved for a love relationship...
its an emotion that Ive wanted in my life...
to belong to someone completely,
to have someone in my life who knows my needs, my moods,
who loves me for what i am...
someone who doesnt want to change me..
someone who loves me for what i am...
someone who appreciates my efforts , my qualities...
who sees beauty in me...
Then when Ive found it why am i so frustrated???
why???
why all these questions????in my head...???am i not sure then???of this love?
why am i afraid of this love???why is it difficult??