i want to tell you many things...

Do I have to tell you things?????
YES! I have a thousand things to tell you...
I want to rest my head on your chest and then with your arms around me,
I will speak to you with closed eyes...we will speak in silence....
Our heartbeats will do the speaking and the listening...
I will tell you about my dreams and my inner most fears..
I will tell you about my losses and how I struggled to be alive..
I will tell you the story of my soul...my need for love and appreciation
I will tell you how I miss you when you are not around..
I will tell you that I feel you inside me every time I breathe..
I will tell you how you changed my life...
I will tell you how u strengthened my hope...and then
I would love to know what u would like to tell me....

poem for melanie.....

The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

true love

True love is neither physical nor romantic."

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be......