Maybe it is okay for most people...but because Im a romantic person, the word lover has a negative connotation for me....it is mainly about sexual love....I WANT ROMANTIC LOVE TOO .....LOL..........
A lover can be anybody, you can have anybody as a lover, it is so shallow......it is not special at all.
But to be a true companion, and have a true companion in my life is what I really crave for.
A companion who, not only wants to have sex with me but wants to know the real me, wants to connect with me, respects my feelings, appreciates my efforts, wants to spend time with me,
basically, consider me as special.
Maybe it is too much to ask for......
I may never find it....
