KFC

Today had dinner at KFC....
I LIKE ZINGER CHICKEN...
after a long time....

IF U LOVE ME PLEASE TELL ME SAYS THIS HEART.....

different perceptions....

MIRAGE

Its dawn..
I lie waiting..
for the sunlight,
to pierce,
straight through ,
my inert body and shivering soul..
I pray to nature,
for her magic,her mercy..
I need to feel...
Feel alive..
I need my lost being...
and
just as the first magical ray of sunlight,
brings to penetrate,
The essence of me,
begins to glow..
and,
Im ready to fly again...
from the ashes...
I stand up,
jerkily,
only to realise,
that, all, was a mirage...
and,
the feeling an illusion...
there is nothing more to do..
but
WAIT....

the fall of an angel..

In the voiceless silence,
My soul-voice begins to speak to me.
Im vulnerable,
Im soft,
Im sensitive.
For a moment,
I lose my nerve,
My bravado,
My silent resolve.
I need to be protected,
I need an arm around me,
I need a soul,
to know the real me.
I  try to cry out aloud..
I cant bear the pain.
My voice is gone.
My throat is dry...
Its a hopeless situation...
I crave for tenderness...
A glance, A gesture,
A touch.
Im in a glass house,
YOU can see me,
But you cant touch me..
Im gone.
Like a sigh.
A breath,
A spirit.
Floating.
Into Infinity.

Meditation

cyan....

"Te amo"

Serendipity..

I love this movie and it makes me believe in destiny and soul mates more than ever!!!!
Every perfect man is made for one perfect woman....
They meet.. somewhere... they separate..they meet again.....
MADE FOR EACH OTHER..

alone...

the whole day today was spent in contemplation.....
life, future, and other things....
i feel enlightened....
i feel like an angel....
i feel protected, saved, secure...
life is beautiful...
im happy to be alive...
im happy im able to feel...
im happy for everything...
NO REGRETS.....
I LIVE .. I LEARN....

the magic...

The magic,
The magic of love..
is a special thing...
its a blessing,
the gift of the spirits...
it happens to only the most wonderful
blessed persons....
both have to be innocent,sincere,and honest...
one cant take it for granted...
if u feel u have made a mistake u have to correct it..immediately..
otherwise it becomes a cancerous sore, which can never be repaired..

love cannot be felt with a penis and a vagina...its what all animals do...its called lust.

love has to be felt with a heart...
love does not cause pain,again and again...
ITS A BEAUTIFUL FEELING.....WHICH ONCE LOST .....CAN NEVER BE REGAINED....
THE MAGIC IS GONE...FOREVER...

A Break to my village to escape the heat of Mumbai..

Mumbai heat wave got to me , and so I escaped to my village..
of course it was hot..there too...
but then it rained!!!!!!
wonderful wonderful rain...
the smell of the wet soil,
the lovely multitudes of the hues of green...
my most most favourite colour....
it so reminds of nature....
anyway...
was a wonderful trip....
some pics....

Before the dreams begin every night,
I will my mind to think,
only, and only wonderful thoughts, of YOU
I NEED to say Thank you
for every BREATH spent,
speaking to you,
for every MOMENT,
that led us to ecstasy and bliss.
for every word and sound that,
took our breath away..
and all that we waited to share...
for that moment, nothing mattered...
it was US and only US....
my dreams then, fill,
with visions of you,
clear, dark, with shining skin,
eyes full of love,
you come to me...
in the comfort and freedom of the night,
I call out to you,
I repeat your name,over and over again,
till it becomes meaningless...
your name becomes synonymous,
with my breath...
my love...
call me,
into your dreams, now!
its time....
yes, no more doubts!

You me and nothingness

YOU bring me happiness
you bring me understanding..
you bring me the peace I crave for..
you are the colour that accompanies the sunlight...
you are the intensity of my soul...
you make the scary shadows disappear..
you make me compassionate..
you make me smile..
you take me to nothingness,
where there is just you and me....
you make me be me....
but where are YOU my Soul mate?
Oh! of course I know,
YOU are in me
as I am in YOU....

RUMI...

A lover knows only humility, he has no choice...
A lover asked his beloved,
Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied, I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE MYSELF...
I LOVE MYSELF, I LOVE YOU....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXpMMijiSOg&feature=PlayList&p=A4C5E3CB5E7E278A&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=39

my take on why people are insensitive...

Sensitivity...
There is no place for it in business, or sports, or anything aggressive or competitive.
Yet without business, sports, aggression , and competitiveness, an economy or progress as we know it will not survive.
STILL, the greatest economies are now trying to bring sensitivity in business. Development of soft skills with technical skills is becoming the norm of the day.....
People all around me, seem to push themselves into some kind of mold.
They want luxuries and comfort.
They strive hard for it.
In the bargain, they lose many good, real relationships.
But it doesn't matter, because here is no time to develop and invest, in the way relationships need nourishment.
Relationships have become like instant coffee...
by the time you make your mistakes and realize that,
this life is a illusion and all this that we feel we HAVE to achieve is nothing but he extension of that illusion, its too late!
it is true, that, if a person doesn't realize it by the time he is 25, then he wont till hes is 85.
He is caught in the rut, in the rat race....in the illusionary world of the search for comfort and greatness....
He becomes insensitive to the needs of others.
He is so into himself ,that some other human being`s feelings and emotions dont matter.. what matters is the ultimate end... the goal to make his dream come true....
when will MAN realize that with all the comfort and luxury , with all the money and power, HE will not be complete if he doesn't have a good heart, and good people around him.
If he doesn't make amends with all the hurt that he has caused, the negativity around his soul, will be his doom, his cause for extreme frustration.
He will never achieve his soul-peace, till he become remorseful of his actions.
He has to cancel all negative emotions surrounding himself to achieve the peace he craves for.
A SENSITIVE PERSON, WILL NEVER HURT ANOTHER Intentionally
AND THEREIN LIES HIS STRENGTH , GREATNESS, POWER AND TRIUMPH....

REAH! and ME

my lips look like its filled with collagen and mostly full like our own ,ANGELINA JOLIE ( LOL)