ALONE/LONELY

I'm not afraid of being alone..
only about being lonely..

I close my eyes and you appear...
like a raindrop on dry land
give me one word and I will live in hope..
that one day,you will be mine..

KNOW THIS MY LOVE...

I want you to know,that,
you are my baby for ever....
how else can a love so deep be?
its higher than the highest mountains..
deeper than the deepest valleys...
this love is powerful..
it a connection between two human beings..
Its a sharing of ones soul..
this love is not selfish..
its patient..
its humble..
its submissive...
its happy to surrender...
its egoless..
no matter what happens..
it will support you..
it will become your strength,
your source of life,
its like water..
it will take the form that you want it to be...
it will quench your thirst and ask for nothing...
because it needs nothing..
just your smile..
your happiness...
just love me..
look at me..
and know,
I am yours..
forever...

MALSHEJ GHAT AND JUNNAR...

This trip was an unexpected one..
I didnt knw I was going...till the last moment...
but it was a great trip...We went in the car...
but I feel it will be best to go on a bike.....wow!
the rains and the waterfalls...
the lovely food... and the deep valley..
the beautiful mountains, with all the different hues of green.. (my fav colour!!!)
I was trying to drink in the fresh air...
my eyes,wanting more and more of the mountains...went wild with happiness...
I was thinking human beings are not made to live in little homes...small congested ROOMS...
we are born to lie under the stars,,,
we are born to eat fresh fruits and vegetables...
we are born to enjoy the gifts of nature...
and what are we doing??
I HAVE CAPTUED THE BEAUTY IN MY HEART AND I WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES... I SEE..THE SPIRIT OF THE EARTH.. THIS UNIVERSE... THIS LOVELY SOIL.... THE VAST SKY...I WANT TO BE ONE WITH THEM.... TAKE ME TO THEM....SOON!!!!

50 first dates!

lovely movie..
had heard a lot abt it...
saw it ultimately..
wish life was such...
evry moment lived as if its the first time...
every kiss is a first kiss... every hug is the first..
lovely!
Drew Barrymore looks innocent and plays the part well...Adam Sandler (egg-shaped head)as the commitment phobic is a treat to watch.....
the comic timing perfect...
the situations...original....
Hawaaii as its best..
MAHALO!

The color purple

I loved watching this movie... Its about the spirit of A woman that survives all odds... amazing script, Sleek and sensitive direction, superb photography.. and one of the best performances by Whoopi Goldberg.. I wanted to watch this movie, for a long time..coz my fav talk show person , Oprah Winfrey acted in it...But afer watching this movie, I think Oprah should stick to being a chat show anchor....though I cant find any wrong with her acting talent.


I DON'T NEED YOU TO LOVE ME,
I DON'T NEED YOU TO LOVE.
I GOT . . . I GOT . . . I GOT MY SISTER.
I CAN FEEL HER NOW,
SHE MAY NOT BE HERE,
BUT SHE STILL MINE.
I KNOW SHE STILL LOVE ME.
GOT MY CHILDREN.
I CAN'T HOLD THEM NOW,
THEY MAY NOT BE HERE,
BUT THEY STILL MINE.
I HOPE THEY KNOW I STILL LOVE THEM.
GOT MY HOUSE.
IT STILL KEEP THE COLD OUT.
GOT MY CHAIR WHEN MY BODY CAN'T HOLD OUT.
GOT MY HANDS DOIN' GOOD LIKE THEY S'POSE TO,
SHOWIN' MY HEART TO THE FOLKS THAT I'M CLOSE TO.
GOT MY EYES.
THOUGH THEY DON'T SEE AS FAR NOW,
THEY SEE MORE 'BOUT HOW THINGS REALLY ARE NOW . . .
I'M GONNA TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
GONNA HOLD MY HEAD UP.
GONNA PUT MY SHOULDERS BACK, AND LOOK YOU STRAIGHT IN THE EYE.
I'M GONNA FLIRT WITH SOMEBODY WHEN THEY WALK BY.
I'M GONNA SING OUT . . . SING OUT.
I BELIEVE I HAVE INSIDE OF ME EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO LIVE A BOUNTIFUL LIFE.
WITH ALL THE LOVE ALIVE IN ME
I'LL STAND AS TALL AS THE TALLEST TREE.
AND I'M THANKFUL FOR EVERYDAY THAT I'M GIVEN, BOTH THE EASY AND HARD ONES
I'M LIVIN'. BUT MOST OF ALL I'M THANKFUL FOR LOVING WHO I REALLY AM. I'M BEAUTIFUL. YES, I'M BEAUTIFUL,
AND I'M HERE.

the futility...

the futility of everything...
gets to me sometimes..
the surviving,
the struggle,
the same old story...
how long does one have to go on??
for some peace of mind?
for some solace?
for some understanding?
how does one forget that one is alone?
will always be alone?
life is futile...
wats the purpose of it?

mirza ghalib...

I lived on your promise but
my life didnt support me..
If I would have lived another thousand years,
I still would have waited for you...
though I would have died, if u had met me once...
yes.. I would have died with happiness if we would have met..

you will never know how much i love you......

I dont know how much I love you..
as love cannot be measured...
but I know one thing,
I cannot live without you....
I dont know how, poeople live without their soulmates..
but I miss you so much that,
I feel as if each day is like an entire year...

I feel so possessive about you that,
if anybody looks at you,
I cant bear it,,
but I console my crazy heart,
and go on existing in hope..
you will never know how much,
I love you....
I dont know how long I will wait for you..
but I KNOW I WILL WAIT TILL I AM ALIVE AND EVEN AFTER..