we know many passive people, and we know many aggressive people..
but I realise that many people are a combination of both and its a MAJOR PERSONALITY DISORDER!
they sugar coat their hostility and never show their true feelings..they trust no one...
and are mostly vindictive....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive_aggressive
This blog has been witness to my journey, I`ve cried, I`ve laughed, but, mostly I`ve LIVED through this blog.
Friday, 24 September 2010
Monday, 6 September 2010
thinking aloud....
I truly believe that my fear to meet people head-on is decreasing.
I think everyone hates confrontation, i mean, who wants to bring out all the dirty linen?
I usually get intimidated easily, i cow down so that there can be peace.
anybody can shout me out...
I cant shout back.
I argue for some time,but then, i give up ..
I don't go through with most of my dreams.
I feel I may fail.
my argument is that , what difference does it make?
if I do something or not? does it make a difference?
I really don't know?
I really need SUPPORT for everything...
why have I lost the faith in myself?
WHO did this to me?
I know I have pull myself together. Ive to stop reacting and STOP thinking what will people think..( it sounds so childish when I wrote that down?) am I really so foolish?
I have to find my boat...
I think everyone hates confrontation, i mean, who wants to bring out all the dirty linen?
I usually get intimidated easily, i cow down so that there can be peace.
anybody can shout me out...
I cant shout back.
I argue for some time,but then, i give up ..
I don't go through with most of my dreams.
I feel I may fail.
my argument is that , what difference does it make?
if I do something or not? does it make a difference?
I really don't know?
I really need SUPPORT for everything...
why have I lost the faith in myself?
WHO did this to me?
I know I have pull myself together. Ive to stop reacting and STOP thinking what will people think..( it sounds so childish when I wrote that down?) am I really so foolish?
I have to find my boat...
Sunday, 5 September 2010
Timelessness
Today, I read the article about Stephen Hawking, saying that there is no GOD..
According to him ,its Physics that created the universe.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11161493
I was wondering about beliefs...
Can beliefs be limiting?
Can what you believe in make your life limiting?
After a lot of thought I realised that it does.
My belief in sin , in punishment, rewards and other IDEAS,pertaining to religion that I have been conditioned and exposed to from childhood, plays a very important role in my life.
I'm trying my best, to RELEARN and accept new ideas and UNLEARN the conditioning, that has made me the person I am.
I know very well, humans have various emotions and feelings and that makes them so unique.
I know I cant be mean and harm anybody...but I know that I have to preserve myself , Ive to take care of my well being( nobody will do it for me!)
and I have to survive and enjoy this journey... my life.. till the end.....
According to him ,its Physics that created the universe.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11161493
I was wondering about beliefs...
Can beliefs be limiting?
Can what you believe in make your life limiting?
After a lot of thought I realised that it does.
My belief in sin , in punishment, rewards and other IDEAS,pertaining to religion that I have been conditioned and exposed to from childhood, plays a very important role in my life.
I'm trying my best, to RELEARN and accept new ideas and UNLEARN the conditioning, that has made me the person I am.
I know very well, humans have various emotions and feelings and that makes them so unique.
I know I cant be mean and harm anybody...but I know that I have to preserve myself , Ive to take care of my well being( nobody will do it for me!)
and I have to survive and enjoy this journey... my life.. till the end.....
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
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