I am Buddha.

My quest to find Life leads me,
my search for a voice leads me,
my struggle to bloom,
to flower,
to live,
leads me to you,
I try,
I fail,
noises, voiceless silences, meaningless chatter ,engulf me.
I try again,like the spider of King Bruce.
I know I will succeed,
I need to succeed
I need to find me
I need to share me
I need to speak
I need to breathe
I know I will find you ,
Oh Buddha! Sweet Realization!
I am  Buddha, me and you , us.
How, How can I not?

Moonlight.

I  lay still, silent, on the bed of sand,

 listening to the sea singing a quite lullaby. 

The silvery moonlight caresses my  shivering stretching body.  
I feel like a mermaid an ethereal creature, waiting, waiting  to be found.

How long can I hide,how long can I deny,the explosion of emotions, intensity of thoughts, wild desires,
Oh! I no longer want to be a mermaid half fish, half woman, bathed in moonlight helpless!

I scream in my  head,

silent screams.
Please listen!
I plead!
It's time!
My life!
Come!