why?

Tell me why do u love me???

its difficult...

Ive always craved for a love relationship...
its an emotion that Ive wanted in my life...
to belong to someone completely,
to have someone in my life who knows my needs, my moods,
who loves me for what i am...
someone who doesnt want to change me..
someone who loves me for what i am...
someone who appreciates my efforts , my qualities...
who sees beauty in me...
Then when Ive found it why am i so frustrated???
why???
why all these questions????in my head...???am i not sure then???of this love?
why am i afraid of this love???why is it difficult??

TO BREAK FREE

The time is right....
to move on.... I don't want to use anyone, I don't to do things because of anyone...
I want to do things, because, I feel it.. because it is the best thing...
because Ive to be free... to live, to breathe..I cant live like this anymore....

what must i do

You were my soul,

I loved you so,
But now I have to,
Try and let go.

I must distance myself,
Take you from my life,
Even though the thought,
Fills me with strife.

For you do not love me,
I mean nothing to you,
And no matter how I cry,
There's nothing I can do.

veronika decides to die....paulo coelho

I finished reading this book today...
I had started it last week, I couldn't finish it.....because this book needs you to be true to it....it needs your full concentration...
It is a disturbing book because it hits you right where it should... inside your heart.....

my favorite quotes....

1 There is always a gap between intention and action.

2. Nothing in this world happens by chance.

3. Some people always want to help others. Just so that they can feel better than they really are.

4. She had always spent her life waiting for something.

5. Her body was warmed by the desire of the person waiting for her.

6. She went to work everyday always keeping to the same time table, always making sure she wasn't perceived as threat by her superiors. She was contented but she didn't struggle and hence she didn't grow.

7. The best way to avoid trouble is to share responsibility.

8. An awareness of death encourages us to live more intensely.

i dont want to hurt you....

I don't want to hurt anyone intentionally.....
when I hurt another human being, I hurt myself......
and if the person is some one whom I love, then it disturbs me immensely...
I don't know what to do....

a dream.....

Through the clouds in my eyes
I will watch you fly away
and wish I'd been born with wings.