Thursday, 22 October 2009

notting hill...

oh! I love this movie....its so sweet........ can watch it many times....I love Hugh Grant in this movie..the sweet loyal man in love....the comedy is so refreshing and original...

This is my fav song from the movie...

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL.......

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhuTL-rtQa8
btw, that's the best scene of the movie......

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

my thoughts .....on issues...


Ok , So I was at my favourite place..THE GRASS.... JUST MAKES ME SO CALM......
everything was ok ..but...I hated it when the nurse hit the child who ate some extra sweets....
and scolded me for being indulgent....
I was thinking of the difference.... whn I was a team member and I could do as I wished.....
now im not.. Im just a volunteer...
I hate this bureaucracy...
the silly rules.....restrictions....
I wish I had my own organisation, my own rules, my own kids...........
butIi know Im complaining, and I will go back again and again and again.... love will pull me towards them.......Im helpless whn it comes to love....God! I love those kids....

will post more pics.....soon....

Friday, 16 October 2009

the best day of my life.........

Jesus xrisst!.......wow! the best day of my life......
i now know that it is no use planning and planning AND PLANNING........
The best things in life come unexpectedly.....you should just have the guts to grab the happiness that is waiting for you.... sometimes it may not seem possible...but everything is possible if u have an open mind..............
i love my life.....its beautiful........thank you universe! for helping me connect through continents. ( lol)
btw, my first ever experience in a pub in my city was bitter sweet.....some shit..... but mostly beautiful...........
and im offf to more wonderful days.......
will post about it soon..........

Thursday, 15 October 2009

ESSM.............


Alexander Pope's poem "Eloisa to Abelard"
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

Last night I couldn't sleep, and I watched my favourite movie again......
I had written about this movie somewhere earlier....
Wow! Kate Winslet and Jim Carrey in the roles of their life time...Excellent....
My favorite quotes of the movie,


Joel: talking isn't necessarily communicating.

Clementine: This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon.
Joel: I know.
Clementine: What do we do?
Joel: Enjoy it.
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Clementine:What took you so long?
Joel: I just walked in.
Clementine: Do you miss me?
Joel: Oddly enough, I do!
Clementine: You said "I do" - I guess that means we're married!
Joel: I guess so!
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Joel:I had a really nice time last night.
Clementine: Nice?
Joel: I had the best fucking night of my entire fucking life, last night!
Clementine: Thaaaat's better!
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The movie deals with science fiction and neosurrealism.
It touches the heart and mind while taking you through varied emotions....
the end is of course the best, as we find that no matter, the differences and fights, if there is LOVE, understanding and Forgiveness.. that's all that matters....woowwwwwwwwwwwwww!
This gives me hope....

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

My take on why a woman strays...

A woman may stray because of many reasons.

Let me list a few.....

1.lack of love
2. abuse- mental as well as physical
3.boredom
4. lack of emotional support
5.low self esteem and confidence.
6. being a nymphomaniac
7.revenge
8. feeling of being used like piece of toilet paper.
9. poverty

A woman searches for a man who will give her that something that she misses in her life.... but what happens is that, she gives up everything in the name of love.....she gets a raw deal always........only 5% and she compromises more than she bargained for.. she gives 95%............she ends up selling her soul...
for that elusive piece of life, of peace, of tranquilly....that imagined state of bliss......

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Why I dont like the word 'LOVER'.....

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/lover

Maybe it is okay for most people...but because Im a romantic person, the word lover has a negative connotation for me....it is mainly about sexual love....I WANT ROMANTIC LOVE TOO .....LOL..........

A lover can be anybody, you can have anybody as a lover, it is so shallow......it is not special at all.

But to be a true companion, and have a true companion in my life is what I really crave for.
A companion who, not only wants to have sex with me but wants to know the real me, wants to connect with me, respects my feelings, appreciates my efforts, wants to spend time with me,
basically, consider me as special.

Maybe it is too much to ask for......
I may never find it....

Sunday, 11 October 2009

The Jungle....

Time stood still as they walked along the beautiful walk.....
A walk created for crazy souls...

The dark water shone silently, in the moonlight....
The tall trees, the chirping crickets,sweet swans and limping leaves,
all aroused...
By the two crazy people who sat down on the middle of the walk....
they wanted nature to witness their closeness...

The woman, heady with emotion....
wanted the night to go on for ever....
wanted to wait a while longer...
She knows she has limited Time...
She wants to live and cherish the Time...