Life is a journey.............and its the realisation that matters...
we go through so much in this life,
just to be in peace and happy within our selves..
I long for that...
your arms around me,
your eyes looking at me tenderly,
your kind voice in my ear,
you, touching my hair,
you, loving me with your soul..
the basic feelings of being truly in bliss
not just physically but inside your head, heart...
YOU just know that this is it!
There is nothing more to life than being with one another...
each one gives the other strength to go on....with life..!
This blog has been witness to my journey, I`ve cried, I`ve laughed, but, mostly I`ve LIVED through this blog.
Monday, 11 October 2010
Friday, 24 September 2010
passive aggressive...
we know many passive people, and we know many aggressive people..
but I realise that many people are a combination of both and its a MAJOR PERSONALITY DISORDER!
they sugar coat their hostility and never show their true feelings..they trust no one...
and are mostly vindictive....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive_aggressive
but I realise that many people are a combination of both and its a MAJOR PERSONALITY DISORDER!
they sugar coat their hostility and never show their true feelings..they trust no one...
and are mostly vindictive....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive_aggressive
Monday, 6 September 2010
thinking aloud....
I truly believe that my fear to meet people head-on is decreasing.
I think everyone hates confrontation, i mean, who wants to bring out all the dirty linen?
I usually get intimidated easily, i cow down so that there can be peace.
anybody can shout me out...
I cant shout back.
I argue for some time,but then, i give up ..
I don't go through with most of my dreams.
I feel I may fail.
my argument is that , what difference does it make?
if I do something or not? does it make a difference?
I really don't know?
I really need SUPPORT for everything...
why have I lost the faith in myself?
WHO did this to me?
I know I have pull myself together. Ive to stop reacting and STOP thinking what will people think..( it sounds so childish when I wrote that down?) am I really so foolish?
I have to find my boat...
I think everyone hates confrontation, i mean, who wants to bring out all the dirty linen?
I usually get intimidated easily, i cow down so that there can be peace.
anybody can shout me out...
I cant shout back.
I argue for some time,but then, i give up ..
I don't go through with most of my dreams.
I feel I may fail.
my argument is that , what difference does it make?
if I do something or not? does it make a difference?
I really don't know?
I really need SUPPORT for everything...
why have I lost the faith in myself?
WHO did this to me?
I know I have pull myself together. Ive to stop reacting and STOP thinking what will people think..( it sounds so childish when I wrote that down?) am I really so foolish?
I have to find my boat...
Sunday, 5 September 2010
Timelessness
Today, I read the article about Stephen Hawking, saying that there is no GOD..
According to him ,its Physics that created the universe.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11161493
I was wondering about beliefs...
Can beliefs be limiting?
Can what you believe in make your life limiting?
After a lot of thought I realised that it does.
My belief in sin , in punishment, rewards and other IDEAS,pertaining to religion that I have been conditioned and exposed to from childhood, plays a very important role in my life.
I'm trying my best, to RELEARN and accept new ideas and UNLEARN the conditioning, that has made me the person I am.
I know very well, humans have various emotions and feelings and that makes them so unique.
I know I cant be mean and harm anybody...but I know that I have to preserve myself , Ive to take care of my well being( nobody will do it for me!)
and I have to survive and enjoy this journey... my life.. till the end.....
According to him ,its Physics that created the universe.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11161493
I was wondering about beliefs...
Can beliefs be limiting?
Can what you believe in make your life limiting?
After a lot of thought I realised that it does.
My belief in sin , in punishment, rewards and other IDEAS,pertaining to religion that I have been conditioned and exposed to from childhood, plays a very important role in my life.
I'm trying my best, to RELEARN and accept new ideas and UNLEARN the conditioning, that has made me the person I am.
I know very well, humans have various emotions and feelings and that makes them so unique.
I know I cant be mean and harm anybody...but I know that I have to preserve myself , Ive to take care of my well being( nobody will do it for me!)
and I have to survive and enjoy this journey... my life.. till the end.....
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
Monday, 30 August 2010
on second thoughts...
Everyone needs to have second thoughts....
They must have !!!!
It is the right of a human to HAVE second thoughts...
Why should we be rigid and stick to our guns???
Why cant we change our minds?
so what if we hurt someone on the way?
so what if we break someone's heart?
so what if we LOSE PERSPECTIVE?
so what if we, fear commitment...
we are protecting our interests...
we are survivors..
we are the ones who may get hurt,
we change our minds...
we are phobic,
we are anxious..
we are dead already,
buried in our doubts
lost in our insecurities,
we forgot to live
we search,
we float,
we exist
like
STONES..
They must have !!!!
It is the right of a human to HAVE second thoughts...
Why should we be rigid and stick to our guns???
Why cant we change our minds?
so what if we hurt someone on the way?
so what if we break someone's heart?
so what if we LOSE PERSPECTIVE?
so what if we, fear commitment...
we are protecting our interests...
we are survivors..
we are the ones who may get hurt,
we change our minds...
we are phobic,
we are anxious..
we are dead already,
buried in our doubts
lost in our insecurities,
we forgot to live
we search,
we float,
we exist
like
STONES..
Sunday, 8 August 2010
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