the surrender....

I have these eyes.... 
they are useless to me......
as  I cant see you ...

	Chitra Singh - TAMANAO KE BEHLAWE MAIN .mp3
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the scent of a woman

Yesterday I watched this Movie again.....

My favourite quotes from the movie

1.
Who the hell do ya think you're talking to? I've been around, ya know? There was a time I could see. And I have seen. Boys like these, younger than these. Their arms torn out, their legs ripped off. But there is nothing like the sight of an amputated spirit. There's no prostetic for that. You think you're merely sending this splendid foot solder back home to Oregon with tail between his legs, but I say you are executing his SOUL! 




2.
Makers of men, Creators of leaders. Be careful what kind of leaders you're producing here. I don't know if Charlie's silence here today is right or wrong. I'm not a judge or jury, but I can tell you this: He won't sell anybody out to buy his future! And that, my friends, is called integrity. That's called courage. Now that's the stuff leaders should be made of. Now I have come to the crossroads in my life. I always knew what the right path was. Without exception, I knew. But I never took it. You know why? It was too damn hard. Now here's Charlie. He's come to the crossroads. He has chosen a path. It's the right path. It's a path made of principle that leads to character. Let him continue on his journey. You hold this boy's future in your hands, committee. It's a valuable future. Believe me. Don't destroy it. Protect it. Embrace it. It's gonna make you proud one day, I promise you!

your memories..

Wherever  I  may be..
you follow me in my heart....

Yes, there are a number of people, around me..
but how can I speak to them about my  deepest feelings..

Inside me there is a lonely place.. that nobody knows.....
only YOU know it....

your memories haunt me...
ONLY your thoughts, remain with me....
give me hope and I live on....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Coi6JdNQ2aY&feature=related

I see you as you are and I love you as you are....

I see you as a little human child........
innocent and sweet...
living in the remote  village...
with your brothers and sisters....
walking and running to school.....

I see you as a youngster, falling in love for the first time.....
writing love letters to your beloved....
laughing and having fun with your friends...

I see you as an ambitious young man,
struggling to get your share of recognition,
waiting for luck to shine on you
hoping for a beautiful life......

I see you ,as you are.....
I see your soul ,
I see your dreams,
I see your fear....

I see all your flaws,
You are not perfect.....
You can never be..
There is beauty in the imperfection, my baby!
You are a human being.......
And I love you...

You are losing me....

My love is like a tender plant....
It needs water and sunlight everyday...
It needs your expressions of love...
Your tender touch and sweet words...
It needs to be acknowledged and valued.....
I  have communicated to you many times,
that one single word, action or  glance,
from you is enough.....
You cant afford to  leave me in non-connection,
For hours and days and weeks....
I  will feel abandoned..
I will feel lost.....
I will feel unloved...
I  will slowly wither, fade and then die....
Not from this world...
But from your life....
Because I will find my own sunlight and water again...
I know I will...
I will survive YOU!

the essence...

What exactly is the essence of a human being?
whenever I   respond to a human being , I usually respond  to  the positive ,most beautiful , vibrations inside them  that I  feel, when I  am with them....
later as I  meet them often,  I  sift and sieve and decide whether I  need to be with that person or not....
many times I  feel drained and suffocated in the presence of some people.
what matters  most to me is the genuineness and readiness of that human being to be pure and honest with me....
what I  really really dislike and  what annoys me  is the the superficiality and the artificiality of actions and words that reduce a beautiful live relationship into  dying ashes.

The hope..

I finished  reading  the book MAN`S SEARCH FOR MEANING  by Vicktor Frankl.

As I finished reading the book , thoughts would not leave me.....

after all ,what is life if there is no hope?

Hope is what will make life easy. 

Hope is the only thing that can take you through the darkest hours,

Hope of a beautiful life ahead...

Hope of a love and life shared..

Hope of a simple but meaningful life......

But suffering too has an equal share..
there can be no real life without real suffering..
nothing comes easy ...
what comes easily goes easily too...

This book gives me the courage to dream and   work towards  a wonderful life someday!