how i long to fly away from this maddening crowd.................help me.....help.......

a long time!!!

ive not written for a long time....

was so immersed in my own thing for a long time..........

feeling so sorry for myself

feling pity for my self

wallowing in being a victim....

being dependent

how i hate my self...

i feel ashamed...

RESUME`

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp
.Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

the self...

im important...thats important!!!!!! ........

this is wierd!!
theres this guy....who called me for some Bloody loan thing....on my mobile....and i ws in the local train..i coudnt hear a word of what he was saying..so i told him to call me after half an hour...and as soon as half an hour was up this guy calls me......he explains evryhting and asks me if i want to become a financial consultant....i tell him i am not interested and he thanked me for listening to him. as im a listener....... trained actually to be a listener.....i listened and i actually liked the guys earnest voice and his excitement in finding someone who listens.....
the next day he calls again...he says he doesnt want to talk about loan and finnance but about himself...... i was curious...so i say ok...he speaks about himself....hes singer..he sings to me i love it.... i ask him to sing my fav song..he sings and we find that we have lots in common love for travelling and music....
he called again and then again and again.......now he wants to meet me...
should i?

friendship day!!

we celebrated friendship day in style.......had a biggggggggggggg lunch.......and ate paan after a long time....and we three were in green.....what telepathy... i loved it....
thankz dears....

The Eyes Have It

If people around you will not hear you, fall down before them and beg their forgiveness, for in truth you are to blame.
~Charles Darwin