veronika decides to die....paulo coelho

I finished reading this book today...
I had started it last week, I couldn't finish it.....because this book needs you to be true to it....it needs your full concentration...
It is a disturbing book because it hits you right where it should... inside your heart.....

my favorite quotes....

1 There is always a gap between intention and action.

2. Nothing in this world happens by chance.

3. Some people always want to help others. Just so that they can feel better than they really are.

4. She had always spent her life waiting for something.

5. Her body was warmed by the desire of the person waiting for her.

6. She went to work everyday always keeping to the same time table, always making sure she wasn't perceived as threat by her superiors. She was contented but she didn't struggle and hence she didn't grow.

7. The best way to avoid trouble is to share responsibility.

8. An awareness of death encourages us to live more intensely.

i dont want to hurt you....

I don't want to hurt anyone intentionally.....
when I hurt another human being, I hurt myself......
and if the person is some one whom I love, then it disturbs me immensely...
I don't know what to do....

a dream.....

Through the clouds in my eyes
I will watch you fly away
and wish I'd been born with wings.

another day...

somehow today was a sweet day.....
its so important to know other people too.....
so unexpected..but lovely.....
it was a perfect day...

can u teach??

Nobody can teach you how to love.....
its inborn.... its natural....
everyone has it in them...
only thing is that they should have the will to explore the possibilities.
why should I tell u how to love me....
u should know..if u say that u r mine.. and I'm yrs.. shouldn't you know?
what I feel???

Today....

Today I was very angry....I don't usually lose my temper....I become sad, or take the blame on myself...I think that I'm silly or stupid...and feel that whatever has happened is because I was inadequate....
I often think that I'm a failure.
I am now learning that many things that happened in my life is not because of me but because of bad choices, and other peoples mistakes, people who controlled my life....
Im learning this now...its late in life but its not too late....
I forgive people easily...esp. the ones whom I love very much.....
maybe that is the reason why people take advantage of me...
but I'm weak where love is concerned....
I WANT THE PERSON I LOVE TO BE HAPPY ALWAYS......
it makes me happy too....

but today I was angry, because someone broke a promise....
for me, promises are important...
I believe that one should not make promises that one cant keep....
I usually keep all my promises, even difficult ones or else I don't make them....its better that way....don't say anything that u don't mean...

when small promises are not kept, doesn't it say something about the integrity of the person?
it may not be a big deal ...but for me it is.......

I feel small things are so important...small promises,
a sweet email, a caring sms, a loving call.....doesnt that make your day brighter?
what is life if YOU cant make your beloved happy.....simply happy????

truly madly deeply-savage garden

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love

Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.


I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...


And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...


Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...