ARNOLD AND ABRAHAM

Today was a good day.....really.....Ive always wanted a goldfish... in a tiny bowl....from when i was a young girl....i loved the tv series... DIFFERENT STROKES.. and cute little Arnold, with his goldfish Abraham....

"Put You Head On My Shoulder"

Put You Head On My Shoulder"
© Lloyd Pollard
Paint on Paper
Previously Unpublished.
First Blog Publication.

Hold me as if for the first time

Hold me as if for the last time.

Hold me like you've never held me before.

Hold me like you'll never hold me again.

Hold me now

Hold me forever

Hold me as your life's treasure...

But please, just hold me.

changes.......

Change is the only Constant!

You have changed, I feel it!!!!

Its because you want change.

I understand.

But it does not mean I don't hurt.

Rejection always hurts.

i love this.....

I am Beautiful' 8"x12" © Lloyd Pollard 2004
black & white stressed & painted photograph
First exhibited in 2004 "Faces" solo show.
CreArtive Gallery, Toronto.
First blog publication.


There is something I am not telling you
There is something I have not told anyone
It's a secret but not a secret
Can you tell what it is?
Can you see what it is?
I've known it for a long time but I wasn't sure that people wanted to know it
Have you figured it out yet?

Ok, no more suspense, here is my little secret:

"I am beautiful"
That's all I wanted to say.

some quotes that make sense at this particular time in my life

"...all the gods, all the heavens, all the hells are within you."
(Joseph Campbell, The Power of Myth)

[I am a part of all things and all things are a part of me, consciously or unconsciously.]

"When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream..."
(The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho)
[We are so powerful that not even the universe can deny you your heart's desire.]

"If you don't hear you'll feel."
("Cysley". My Mom)
[One way or another you will get the message that the universe is sending you. You have no choice.]

( I found this on the blogspace of LLOYD POLLARD)

attitude

For a long time, I believed I was nobody..maybe because of many things that happened in my life.

I crave for love and attention.

i know that, if i love my self and my work, i don't have to bother about other peoples love and attention....

but i make mistakes, i expect love when i love... i don't know if it is wrong or right.

but i know when we expect something from someone, then it does not make one happy.......

i feel im going to start a new life..... a new beginning......

i know i am not rigid...im basically a free human being... but...i realise that many educated men and women are not free in their minds.That may be the problem with me.... i take people at face value.. i dont analyse human beings much.

i believe in connections not manipulations.....

i learned slowly and stupidly that educated men and women follow tradition without questioning its authenticity, they believe in the concept of virginity, which is so outdated ....

for me virginity is in the mind... if u love someone deeply with your body as well as mind then u r in a virginal relationship.

i read somewhere about the marriage of the minds.i guess thats what is really required, a marriage of the minds....if its a marriage of the body...then it will surely fail.. body gets old and decayed.mind is more stronger and can remain young forever.....

your body consists of chemicals as well as a sacred part.. your soul....

your body can be greedy....but if our soul becomes dirty and greedy....then u r lost.....

i must keep my soul clean........

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