Wednesday, 25 November 2009

happiness..........

Im so happy I feel guilty!!!! ( lol)
am I supposed to be so happy?in bliss? in contentment?
Of course! Human beings are born to be happy......its our basic nature.....but many times we forget that!!! ... We indulge in self pity, self condemnation and self something something......
My God! But today, I'm in bliss just like I used to be earlier.. no thoughts of future, no past no nothing... just the present....I don't care any more.....I will live ...I will die...Whatever happens in between is the bonus.....the prize for living in a blissful state!


the beauty of being alive...


In July 2006, I was a part of a project, the team members worked hard to bring about change in the lives of the rural, tribal, school going children.
These children were first generation school goers.
I was in charge of their emotional needs. I was to be a Friend and Counsellor. I loved my role...
I was also a translator for the volunteers who came from different parts of the world.
I was thrilled that I was part of this change.
Three years ago I was very raw and simple. ( btw, I still am!)
I had never done such work before.
I started my work in earnest. I documented everything I did, I gave my 100%.
Life was so beautiful.
The kids were very shy at first and did not trust any of us, esp. the foreigners.
it was only when we played, ate, slept with them that they cared to acknowledge us.
It took around 4 months to start the work.
Today, I met many of the kids as they came to visit me....they have grown, tall and beautiful.
enriched by the experience,
grateful that they are able to fend for themselves.
realise that they are lucky to be in the position that they are in.
I feel each one of us is on this earth to do something for society.....
what better than to help the next generation.....
wat say???

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

sensitive....

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/sensitive

Many people have called me sensitive, I always thought that it was a good thing but recently when someone said I was sensitive, I found that it contained a tinge of sarcasm...
and so, researched about the word, and did some much needed introspection
YES!!!!... I'm touchy about some issues....
having parents who were very religious has its boons as well as curses....
my values system is in place.. but with it there are many cultural values that cant be ignored by me.... its conditioned deep in side my head and I'm not able to erase it...
I think it happens to any one .....
but Yes, if I am truly liberated and free, I should not bother about what people think of me.....who cares.... why should I bother.....????
I think it will take time.....but by the time....it wont matter....!!!! THAT`S LIFE!

understanding...

The need to be understood and loved is something that every human being identifies with.....
If we research, and look at the various reasons for war and violence, we will find that it is because of misunderstanding.....when we touch the wrong side of a human being`s ego, then it causes strife.
everyone wants a ear to listen , a heart to behold and some warmth in their lives.
Everyone want to be happy and have a wonderful life.....a life shared with ones loved ones......
human emotions are universal......

Monday, 23 November 2009

fire...

keep the fire up.... don't let it die to embers......

Sunday, 22 November 2009

hello..




hello!
the most beautiful things in life are those that cannot be seen nor touched..it has to be felt with the heart....
my friends are so sweet......we went out for an outing....and it was the most relaxing experience..

Sunday, 15 November 2009

yes!

Every thing happens for a reason....We need our freedom , our space, its True!!!!!
Amazingly, something wonderful happened recently...I guess when things happen they happen for a reason...You know what? ;-)