REAH! and ME

my lips look like its filled with collagen and mostly full like our own ,ANGELINA JOLIE ( LOL)

without you

I live without you,
lonely...
I walk without you,
aimlessly...
I dream without you,
nadir...
I breathe without you,
in vaccum...
My eyes full of tears,
My heart full of pain...
I know, I will die SLOWLY without
you...

sunflower and dark knight!

once upon a time,
a dying heart found a kind voice,
and believed everything it had to say..


once upon a time,
the dreams of the dying heart
was buried deep down, until it was aroused,
by hands that drew deep imprints.

once upon a time,
a sunflower met a dark knight..
she was the boat and he the oars..

a tribute to the mermaid..

The mermaid lies in the middle of the lawn,
openly waiting for her beloved.
Arching her body to the skies,
her waiting is painful.
She longs for the touch that
will awaken a million desires
and also quench her heart`s thirst.
The mermaid knows, in her soul that,
in her submission, lies,
her freedom,
her triumph,
her life!

thanks...

thanks to all my friends who wrote,called and visited me....
your prayers and good wishes have helped me to get well soon...

the last ten months

ive always put the best pics for everyone.....
but here ive put the worst ones of my life.



if death was so serene i wouldnt mind it...








The last ten months have been the goriest of my entire existence..
blood, pus, dirt, pain , hate....
yet again I was hospitalised for bacterial infection and reaction to antibiotics.( THE HEAT OF MUMBAI BEING ANOTHER REASON)
my face looked all puffed up and strange.
my friends clicked my pics....
HERE ARE SOME FOR YOUR KIND CONSIDERATION.

your eyes

your eyes,
piercing and penetrating,
liquid like a fish in summer
hides an ocean,
teach me how to swim in it