Wednesday 21 January 2009

the alone ness


In this journey called life we are alone....very alone....when we want to think, we want to be alone..... when we want peace ,...we want to be alone.....being alone is a need.....but then man is a social animal....then why this need.?....human beings just dont know what they want ...
they are so complex...contradictory...
Im alone abolutely alone.....but im not lonely...........i crave to talk sometimes to SOMEONE.....ANYONE...who would understand my thought processes? what is this need to be understood.....?why this craving? i can see myself going towards that path ...the path where all my fears lie....why am i born? wats the purpose of my life? is it of any use? when will everythng come to an end?wish i knew whn i wud die....
Im strong..i will bounce back..but i feel dejection.....dejection at the waste...the waste of precious time....the moments not lived! beautiful moments not created......