Friday, 30 April 2010

without you

I live without you,
I walk without you,
I dream without you,
I breathe without you,
in vaccum...
My eyes full of tears,
My heart full of pain...
I know, I will die SLOWLY without

sunflower and dark knight!

once upon a time,
a dying heart found a kind voice,
and believed everything it had to say..

once upon a time,
the dreams of the dying heart
was buried deep down, until it was aroused,
by hands that drew deep imprints.

once upon a time,
a sunflower met a dark knight..
she was the boat and he the oars..

a tribute to the mermaid..

The mermaid lies in the middle of the lawn,
openly waiting for her beloved.
Arching her body to the skies,
her waiting is painful.
She longs for the touch that
will awaken a million desires
and also quench her heart`s thirst.
The mermaid knows, in her soul that,
in her submission, lies,
her freedom,
her triumph,
her life!

Thursday, 29 April 2010


thanks to all my friends who wrote,called and visited me....
your prayers and good wishes have helped me to get well soon...

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

the last ten months

ive always put the best pics for everyone.....
but here ive put the worst ones of my life.

if death was so serene i wouldnt mind it...

The last ten months have been the goriest of my entire existence..
blood, pus, dirt, pain , hate....
yet again I was hospitalised for bacterial infection and reaction to antibiotics.( THE HEAT OF MUMBAI BEING ANOTHER REASON)
my face looked all puffed up and strange.
my friends clicked my pics....

Thursday, 22 April 2010

your eyes

your eyes,
piercing and penetrating,
liquid like a fish in summer
hides an ocean,
teach me how to swim in it

stone age man...

Stone-Age Man,
pro-creator !
why did u say that u love me?
why did u make my heart bloom?
why did u call me sweetheart?
why did u imprint your memory,
so deeply inside my brain???
why did u feed me with your hands?
why did u tell me stories?
why did u walk with me in the jungle?
why oh why???
why did u make me feel like a blessed human being?
only to toss me aside..
to make way for a new conquest?


i lay down on my bed..
waiting for the pain to subside..
it doesnt..
i wait some more..
im good at waiting....

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

life and you...

life in your presence
makes this earth heavenly,
even better than the celestial mysterious moon....

the valleys of my heart blooms like a red flower
and the setting sun beckons me home to you..

your memories come like a soft knock,
whispering in the moonlight....

and I lay awake in the twilight,
waiting for you,

thinking and questioning the universe that
why should every meeting end in a parting?

Sunday, 18 April 2010

money the cause of every evil

For many people MONEY is the most important thing in this world.
they will beg, borrow, steal to get to the coveted position of being a moneyed person.
for many people SUCCESS is equal to money.
money is equal to respect.
they feel money can buy anything including LOVE.
how stupid they are!
I pity them...
not every one is for sale.
not everyone lives for money.
I am happy to say that I dont have many earthly possessions...
I am proud to say that I travel light in this world....
Life is beautiful!

Saturday, 17 April 2010

dressed as a kashmiri

the experience in shimla was beautiful.
everyone who goes there dresses up in one of the tribal dresses.
we all did everything that made us happy...
and i felt very happy behaving as a tourist.....
some memories.

my smile...

The smile that you see,
was not easy,
it lay hidden,
in the deep crevices of my soul..
it refused to come out..
my smile was kicked out of my face,
my heart was bruised and dumped
my eyes,had lost its sparkle,
the hurt seemed to go on..
until I learned the magic,
the magic of loving myself..
the magic of letting go....
my smile is now peeping..
only for those
who promise to
love me forever...

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Educational Trip to Manali and Shimla


Tuesday, 6 April 2010

Monday, 5 April 2010


has my fragrance faded?
on the bed?
on the pillow?
on the table?
on your body?
inside your heart?
within your soul?
Your love for me...
so short-termed....
maybe it was easy for you...
my heart still sings for you,
my soul still weeps..
my love can never be short-lived..
its eternal..
for ever.
till I die...
and even after..

Thursday, 1 April 2010

kiss me tender

Carress me tender,
Love me softly,
Whisper to me in your kind voice.
Do not be afraid, my love,
Come to me in my dreams...
and look at me,
there`s no one here tonight but us.
Kiss me deep and take my breath,
My heart and soul belongs to you
And YOU alone.