Monday 10 September 2007

i will think of u when i my eyes become clear of teardrops....

hey!!!!being in bliss is fine.......yes! its a state of mind......but its also a feeling........sometimes i feel so alone.....so closed....so silly....... like a little ball of nothing...... just the opposite of what i usually feel......after a great high....comes a great low......!!!!!!


thats when i see the futility of it all....the sheer futility of doing anything....even living......


i truly believe that we are here for a reason....theres some high drama.....we fit somehow in the BIG PICTURE......!! then why this unexplainable feeling of dread?