Wednesday, 29 December 2010

why?

Even as I  am writing this, my friend is getting married.
and I didn't go for her wedding.
From the time she told me about her impending marriage,
I was feeling lost.
She was so into all the finery,the wedding clothes, the gold, the salary of her husband and his big  bungalow....
I was thinking that is this what marriage is all about?
I don't know, why but I was really surprised that she didn't think
anything about the real reason for getting married.
People get married for many reasons....
Number one reason people get married is because its the right time and they are the right age...
and then they regret, it for their whole lives.....
isn't companionship, love, friendship and other emotions important?

Monday, 27 December 2010

the past, the present and the future...

The year 2010 has almost come to an end.
the year ... as humans count it has ended...
but our struggle as human beings never ends...
life is a constant struggle... and is never ending.....
I want to find happiness in what ever I am doing....
but I seem to have come to  a crossroad..
I need to chose the path I need to follow...
the path that will make me whole...
the path that will make me content...
where is that path?
is it the path of never ending struggle???
oh,, I dont know...

Wednesday, 1 December 2010

again?

why do i feel so lost,
why is it that i feel so alone?
where has all the excitement gone?
where is the desire to live and love?
my heart is torn into two.....one part is here and one is there....
can one live half-heartedly?
i yearn for your voice...
for your touch...
can u see me in yr minds eye?
can u see the joy and glow on my face, as i lived with you , in you?
the completeness of our souls  as we sang songs, danced and laughed deeply?
dont u want it to happen again and again?

Friday, 19 November 2010

henna...

The fading henna on my hands and feet,
 tells me a touching  story....
 the story of a wonderful world...
 a world full of love and emotion..
 a world of acceptance and innocence
 where happiness and contentment rules....
a place full of sunflowers  
a place where my soulmate resides
a place where I left my heart behind...















Wednesday, 17 November 2010

the untrodden path....

My Soul....
I feel lonely without YOU
I need you to be close to me...
I need your arms around me...
I need your presence....
The silence that we shared...
The deep conversations...
I miss everything
I miss you
I know its a difficult situation...
a difficult decision..
but we need to make it....
I want to come to you completely...
will  you  let me be with you...
forever????


Sunday, 14 November 2010

the realisation

I'm visiting this place after a long time......
I  was not writing as I was experiencing.......
I was taking it all in...
I was silent ... I was living... I was inside myself...
I was trying to figure out myself....my emotions and why I do the things I do.....
I figured, I realised... I need to do things my way..............
my needs are few... but i need to have it fulfilled....
and I can do it by myself.....
hmmm..........
the silence teaches you tolerance,  it teaches you the meaning of this life....
it teaches you patience....
it teaches that you are as important as the other person....all human beings have same emotions..... all get hungry and angry we all feel  love, and need security and recognition.....
no one is more important than the other.....
all are equal ... differences are in the mind of the people.....

Friday, 15 October 2010

you and me...

There were so many  many people..in this world...
Why did we connect?
What was the need for us to meet...
Everything in this world happens for a reason...
Our meeting so full of serendipity..
so much confusion,
so many doubts,
so many complexes,
I wonder... why?
why? why?

Monday, 11 October 2010

the waiting..for my soul....my friend..

Life is a journey.............and its the realisation  that matters...
we go through so much in this life,
just to be in peace and happy within our selves..
I long for that...
your arms around me,
your eyes looking at me tenderly,
your kind voice in my ear,
you, touching my hair,
you, loving me with your soul..
the basic feelings of being truly in bliss
not just physically but inside your head, heart...
YOU  just know that this is it!
There is nothing more to life than being with one another...
each one gives the other strength to go on....with life..!

Friday, 24 September 2010

passive aggressive...

we know many passive people, and we know many aggressive people..
but I realise that many people are a combination of both and its a MAJOR PERSONALITY DISORDER!
they sugar coat their hostility and never show their true feelings..they trust no one...
and are mostly vindictive....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive_aggressive

Monday, 6 September 2010

thinking aloud....

I truly believe that my fear to meet people head-on is decreasing.
I think everyone hates confrontation, i mean, who wants to bring out all the dirty linen?
I usually get intimidated easily, i cow down so that there can be peace.
anybody can shout me out...
I cant shout back.
I argue for some time,but then, i give up ..
I don't go through with most of my dreams.
I feel I may fail.
my argument is that , what difference does it  make?
if I do something or not? does it make a difference?
I really don't know?
I really need SUPPORT for everything...
why have I lost the faith in myself?
WHO did this to me?
I know I have pull myself together. Ive to stop reacting and STOP thinking what will people think..( it sounds so childish when I wrote that down?) am I really so foolish?
I have to find my boat...

Sunday, 5 September 2010

Timelessness

Today, I read the article about Stephen Hawking, saying that there is no GOD..
According to him ,its Physics that created the universe.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11161493

I was wondering about beliefs...
Can beliefs be limiting?
Can what you believe in make your life limiting?

After a lot of thought I  realised that it does.


My belief in sin , in punishment, rewards and other IDEAS,pertaining to religion   that I  have  been conditioned and exposed to from childhood, plays a very important role in my life.

I'm trying my best, to RELEARN and  accept  new ideas  and UNLEARN the conditioning, that has made me the person I am.
I know very well, humans have various emotions and feelings and that makes them so unique.
I know I cant be mean and harm anybody...but I know that I have to preserve myself , Ive to take care of my well being( nobody will do it for me!)
and I  have to survive and enjoy this journey... my life.. till the end.....

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

ANXIOUSNESS

To feel anxious, is the most difficult malady!
WHY DO HUMANS FEEL SO ANXIOUS?

Monday, 30 August 2010

on second thoughts...

Everyone needs to have second thoughts....
They must have !!!!
It is the right of a human to HAVE second thoughts...
Why should we be rigid and stick to our guns???
Why cant we change our minds?

so what if we hurt someone on the way?
so what if we break someone's heart?
so what if we LOSE PERSPECTIVE?
so what if we, fear commitment...

we are protecting our interests...
we are survivors..
we are the ones who may get hurt,
we change our minds...
we are phobic,
we are anxious..
we are dead already,
buried in our doubts
lost in our insecurities,
we forgot to live
we search,
we float,
we exist
like
STONES..

Sunday, 8 August 2010

Today I was happy....


happiness is the  state of your  mind......

Saturday, 7 August 2010

why do i get angry???

mostly i am in control of my emotions...
but sometimes i do get angry...
esp if certain actions, words or behavior is not justified...
sometimes, people make statements with or without realizing the magnanimity of its manifestation..
i hope i know how to deal with the situation.

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

INTELLIGENCE...

This waiting is so beautiful...

Ive  always believed that life is a journey,and the final destination is of course Death!

We have to LEARN to  enjoy the JOURNEY, the process of meeting people, being in difficult situations and adapting to our environment.

Human beings then become wise with experience and become enlightened.


Enlightenment according to me, is the knowledge that NOTHING REALLY MATTERS.


Intelligence is knowing ourselves and living our lives on our own terms,  in an harmonious way.


I find many people want to live their lives on their own terms, but end up hurting the people who love them the most.
The trick is to learn how to reach a compromise, with people whom you care.I know that its a struggle. Its an everyday struggle.Nevertheless, its really rewarding to live  peacefully and blissfully in the environment of our choice, with people who love us.


There are 7 types of intelligence
academic, emotional, musical spatial, kinesthetic,interpersonal and intrapersonal.
According to me the most important one is the last one....


I know that!

Sunday, 1 August 2010

another friendship day...

Happy!
This blog has been witness to the bonding among friends...
how we were three.. and now we are 2!
human beings, move in packs...like wolves or lions or elephants...
we cant live in isolation...
if YOU find one person in Your lifetime who listens to you, without any judgement,
then you better give your everything to keep that person in your life..


life is beautiful with friends!

Saturday, 31 July 2010

ALONE/LONELY

I'm not afraid of being alone..
only about being lonely..

Friday, 30 July 2010



I close my eyes and you appear...
like a raindrop on dry land
give me one word and I will live in hope..
that one day,you will be mine..

Tuesday, 27 July 2010

KNOW THIS MY LOVE...


I want you to know,that,
you are my baby for ever....
how else can a love so deep be?
its higher than the highest mountains..
deeper than the deepest valleys...
this love is powerful..
it a connection between two human beings..
Its a sharing of ones soul..
this love is not selfish..
its patient..
its humble..
its submissive...
its happy to surrender...
its egoless..
no matter what happens..
it will support you..
it will become your strength,
your source of life,
its like water..
it will take the form that you want it to be...
it will quench your thirst and ask for nothing...
because it needs nothing..
just your smile..
your happiness...
just love me..
look at me..
and know,
I am yours..
forever...

Sunday, 25 July 2010

MALSHEJ GHAT AND JUNNAR...




This trip was an unexpected one..
I didnt knw I was going...till the last moment...
but it was a great trip...We went in the car...
but I feel it will be best to go on a bike.....wow!
the rains and the waterfalls...
the lovely food... and the deep valley..
the beautiful mountains, with all the different hues of green.. (my fav colour!!!)
I was trying to drink in the fresh air...
my eyes,wanting more and more of the mountains...went wild with happiness...
I was thinking human beings are not made to live in little homes...small congested ROOMS...
we are born to lie under the stars,,,
we are born to eat fresh fruits and vegetables...
we are born to enjoy the gifts of nature...
and what are we doing??
I HAVE CAPTUED THE BEAUTY IN MY HEART AND I WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES... I SEE..THE SPIRIT OF THE EARTH.. THIS UNIVERSE... THIS LOVELY SOIL.... THE VAST SKY...I WANT TO BE ONE WITH THEM.... TAKE ME TO THEM....SOON!!!!

Saturday, 17 July 2010

50 first dates!



lovely movie..
had heard a lot abt it...
saw it ultimately..
wish life was such...
evry moment lived as if its the first time...
every kiss is a first kiss... every hug is the first..
lovely!
Drew Barrymore looks innocent and plays the part well...Adam Sandler (egg-shaped head)as the commitment phobic is a treat to watch.....
the comic timing perfect...
the situations...original....
Hawaaii as its best..
MAHALO!

Friday, 16 July 2010

The color purple

I loved watching this movie... Its about the spirit of A woman that survives all odds... amazing script, Sleek and sensitive direction, superb photography.. and one of the best performances by Whoopi Goldberg.. I wanted to watch this movie, for a long time..coz my fav talk show person , Oprah Winfrey acted in it...But afer watching this movie, I think Oprah should stick to being a chat show anchor....though I cant find any wrong with her acting talent.


I DON'T NEED YOU TO LOVE ME,
I DON'T NEED YOU TO LOVE.
I GOT . . . I GOT . . . I GOT MY SISTER.
I CAN FEEL HER NOW,
SHE MAY NOT BE HERE,
BUT SHE STILL MINE.
I KNOW SHE STILL LOVE ME.
GOT MY CHILDREN.
I CAN'T HOLD THEM NOW,
THEY MAY NOT BE HERE,
BUT THEY STILL MINE.
I HOPE THEY KNOW I STILL LOVE THEM.
GOT MY HOUSE.
IT STILL KEEP THE COLD OUT.
GOT MY CHAIR WHEN MY BODY CAN'T HOLD OUT.
GOT MY HANDS DOIN' GOOD LIKE THEY S'POSE TO,
SHOWIN' MY HEART TO THE FOLKS THAT I'M CLOSE TO.
GOT MY EYES.
THOUGH THEY DON'T SEE AS FAR NOW,
THEY SEE MORE 'BOUT HOW THINGS REALLY ARE NOW . . .
I'M GONNA TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
GONNA HOLD MY HEAD UP.
GONNA PUT MY SHOULDERS BACK, AND LOOK YOU STRAIGHT IN THE EYE.
I'M GONNA FLIRT WITH SOMEBODY WHEN THEY WALK BY.
I'M GONNA SING OUT . . . SING OUT.
I BELIEVE I HAVE INSIDE OF ME EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO LIVE A BOUNTIFUL LIFE.
WITH ALL THE LOVE ALIVE IN ME
I'LL STAND AS TALL AS THE TALLEST TREE.
AND I'M THANKFUL FOR EVERYDAY THAT I'M GIVEN, BOTH THE EASY AND HARD ONES
I'M LIVIN'. BUT MOST OF ALL I'M THANKFUL FOR LOVING WHO I REALLY AM. I'M BEAUTIFUL. YES, I'M BEAUTIFUL,
AND I'M HERE.

video

Sunday, 11 July 2010

the futility...

the futility of everything...
gets to me sometimes..
the surviving,
the struggle,
the same old story...
how long does one have to go on??
for some peace of mind?
for some solace?
for some understanding?
how does one forget that one is alone?
will always be alone?
life is futile...
wats the purpose of it?

Friday, 9 July 2010

mirza ghalib...


I lived on your promise but
my life didnt support me..
If I would have lived another thousand years,
I still would have waited for you...
though I would have died, if u had met me once...
yes.. I would have died with happiness if we would have met..

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

you will never know how much i love you......

I dont know how much I love you..
as love cannot be measured...
but I know one thing,
I cannot live without you....
I dont know how, poeople live without their soulmates..
but I miss you so much that,
I feel as if each day is like an entire year...

I feel so possessive about you that,
if anybody looks at you,
I cant bear it,,
but I console my crazy heart,
and go on existing in hope..
you will never know how much,
I love you....
I dont know how long I will wait for you..
but I KNOW I WILL WAIT TILL I AM ALIVE AND EVEN AFTER..

video

Saturday, 26 June 2010

waiting...

can u imagine??
how does it feel when u know that,the person u love most is leaving you forever?
how does it feel when u know that life will no longer be the same?
how does it feel to be killed slowly with a blunt knife?
how does it feel to be existing without your soul mate?
how does it feel to be listening to the melodies that u once shared together?
how does it feel to be crushed into a ball of flesh,minus a heart?
how does it feel to be on this earth.... waiting for death...to take over and give the final release?
the intensity of yr love can burn you....
be careful how u love.....
BUT
can u be careful?
can u control your heart?
your emotions?
can u make a choice when or whom to fall in love with?

Friday, 25 June 2010

Herman Hesse....Siddhartha..


SIDDHARTHA THE ENLIGHTENED ONE...

i ask all of you....

are u enlightened?

what do u mean by enlightenment....

TELL ME!!!

Thursday, 24 June 2010

the rains...


what is it about the rains that makes a person so romantic?
its a time..
to get wet
to look at the differnt shades of green..
to cuddle,
to sing,
to be intimate,
to dance...
to eat, piping hot food....
to drink hot soup..
to fall in love..
to listen to ghazals...
to play truant from work...
to paint...
to discuss poems..
to oversleep..
to read in bed...
to drink hot coffee
to meet friends
to watch comedy movies.
to watch romantic movies....
to follow your heart..
to listen to your soul..
to find your soulmate...
to live...
to be grateful..
to be in bliss...
to become one with that ONE force that makes us what we are....

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

The japanese wife...

I went to town the other day....to buy books...
its raining and I thought that I should but some books to read,..
From the dozen books that I bought, I started with THE JAPANESE WIFE.
Right, from the first line I was so engrossed that I stopped only to finish it..
a tender story of people from different countries, bound by love...
a sweet love that lasts for 20 years and more .....
the river, is the confidant for the protogonist SNEHMOY...
The innocence, purity, the beauty of the writing, and the surreal thoughts...come out so strong. that I wish ... I wish....oh..!!!!
If wishes were horses, beggars would ride....( lol)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_c04HZrhTS0

Thursday, 10 June 2010

BAVRA MANN...


NAIVE ,INNOCENT, PURE..

The NAIVE mind is on its way to dream an innocent dream....

The NAIVE mind has NAIVE thoughts,
It beats crazily and takes crazy breaths,
Why does sleep run away from the crazy twisting and turning of a soul in love??
The NAIVE eyes long to watch NAIVE sights through the NAIVE
windows...

The NAIVE mind is on its way to dream an innocent dream....

In this crazy world, I wish I had some NAIVE company
With this scheming crowd around, I wish your hands were in mine
Wish there was a INNOCENT melody and a PURE composition
My NAIVE feet desire to dance to the NAIVE tunes of PURE songs

The naive mind is on its way to dream an innocent dream....

wish the darkness was innocent and the silence pure...
oh the quivering lips, and the pure intoxication...
One bavra veil, slowly tells us of the break of dawn with a naive face

The naive mind is on its way to dream

Wednesday, 9 June 2010

types...



there are so many kinds of love...
there is one that we feel, when one is in obligation...
like .. we HAVE to love...
eg. i may not really like some traits in my friend, but i still love her because she is basically a good person....
i think this type of love can be extended to our family members.we may not like our parents or our siblings but we love them anyway, because they are our family.

but there is this one type of love that is beyond everything...

a love that helps you to be a better person.
a love that makes you what you really are
a love that helps you to realize your worth on this earth.
a love that transforms your life and saves you.
a love that gives you courage to take rational decisions.
a love that gives you strength to fight this world.
a love that is felt through the soul.

i guess, everyone can feel it in their lives.
one has to hold out for it.
wait for it,
struggle for it... in the process, meet so many impostors..(that is integral i suppose! )to know and recognize the real thing when it happens to you...


Tuesday, 8 June 2010

insecurities,

There are many ways in which insecurities manifest themselves.
one of them is fear..
mostly I'm not a fearful person...
im not afraid to be alone..
actually I love being with my self.
I know, I can live without human contact,
without speaking or any entertainment for days together
I can just BE.
And I know that it is a big thing.
but still the fear of being accepted doesn't go away.
some deep rooted insecuritites may be the reason.
being abandoned at an early age, maybe one of the reasons.
and being called ugly repeatedly....maybe another reason.
its true that what you have been called as a youngster stays with you.
you begin to feel that if more than 5 people call u a certain name, then u must be that..how can so many people be wrong???
but even though i know many things theoretically, I'm fearful that many things in theory look very good but in reality poses many problems.
I guess , I'm not good with people. I don`t seem to have any lasting relationships..
every time I feel I'm getting close to someone I run away.
its the fear of being hurt...i realize...but I cant help it...
I request all the people whom I know in actual life and virtual life to forgive me.....Its my way of protecting myself. I don`t know any other way.

Sunday, 6 June 2010

becoming you....


you r not here,
but your presence like a sweet fragrance,
spreads around me,...
i close my eyes and u appear...
i touch you with my heart,,,,
i whisper your name,
i sleep with yr thoughts...
i wake up with yr dreams...
and wait for the ringing of the phone...
im thinking of u ..
all the while
whn im cooking, eating ,playing or reading....
i cease to be me....
as i become u ....
slowly,
i lose my identity...
as i longer exist alone..
but in you
as you
for u!

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

4 laws of creation...

i heard this and was impressed...
i wanted to share.
do check it out..

video video

Tuesday, 1 June 2010

completeness in the presence...


They lay there in the halflight,
Her head resting on his chest.
As she turns slowly, towards him,
her breasts,
brush against his sides,
And,his whole being trembles.

Now, her head is in the crook of his shoulders,
Her hair spread all serpent-like,
Her eyes closed in contentment,
Her hands thrown carelessly on his stomach,
Her leg over his legs,
She can hear his heartbeat,
The echo of his love,
The breath of his spirit.
She feels complete.

In the silence,
She repeats his name.
Its in rhythm with his heartbeat,
which calls out her name…

Many times it happens that people find themselves lonely and disturbed.
and then, they meet a presentable person who gives them some attention,
they fall ...not in love but in the concept of love...they think that they have met their soulmate..
they compromise on values..they go out of their way, to make themselves available,at all times...
They put the other person first....
and then it happens!!...
the other person thinks that they have got a slave..
the misbehavior and tantrums begin...
the abuse may not be physical, but the mental abuse is worst...the fights and hurting words for no reason... knowing very well that that some people are submissive when in love..
anyway...,its true.. the person that loves the least controls the relationship...
I personally feel that some people dont know the meaning of love... they are confused.. they can think only with their PENIS...they maybe intelligent academically, but emotionally their I.Q. IS LESS THAN ZERO....and nobody can teach you that...they are the people with huge number of failed love relationships...The Emotionally Unavailable man!

Monday, 31 May 2010

KFC


Today had dinner at KFC....
I LIKE ZINGER CHICKEN...
after a long time....

Saturday, 29 May 2010



IF U LOVE ME PLEASE TELL ME SAYS THIS HEART.....

different perceptions....



Friday, 28 May 2010

MIRAGE


Its dawn..
I lie waiting..
for the sunlight,
to pierce,
straight through ,
my inert body and shivering soul..
I pray to nature,
for her magic,her mercy..
I need to feel...
Feel alive..
I need my lost being...
and
just as the first magical ray of sunlight,
brings to penetrate,
The essence of me,
begins to glow..
and,
Im ready to fly again...
from the ashes...
I stand up,
jerkily,
only to realise,
that, all, was a mirage...
and,
the feeling an illusion...
there is nothing more to do..
but
WAIT....

Thursday, 27 May 2010

the fall of an angel..


In the voiceless silence,
My soul-voice begins to speak to me.
Im vulnerable,
Im soft,
Im sensitive.
For a moment,
I lose my nerve,
My bravado,
My silent resolve.
I need to be protected,
I need an arm around me,
I need a soul,
to know the real me.
I  try to cry out aloud..
I cant bear the pain.
My voice is gone.
My throat is dry...
Its a hopeless situation...
I crave for tenderness...
A glance, A gesture,
A touch.
Im in a glass house,
YOU can see me,
But you cant touch me..
Im gone.
Like a sigh.
A breath,
A spirit.
Floating.
Into Infinity.

Wednesday, 26 May 2010

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

cyan....


"Te amo"

Serendipity..

I love this movie and it makes me believe in destiny and soul mates more than ever!!!!
Every perfect man is made for one perfect woman....
They meet.. somewhere... they separate..they meet again.....
MADE FOR EACH OTHER..

video

Monday, 24 May 2010

alone...


the whole day today was spent in contemplation.....
life, future, and other things....
i feel enlightened....
i feel like an angel....
i feel protected, saved, secure...
life is beautiful...
im happy to be alive...
im happy im able to feel...
im happy for everything...
NO REGRETS.....
I LIVE .. I LEARN....

Sunday, 23 May 2010

the magic...

The magic,
The magic of love..
is a special thing...
its a blessing,
the gift of the spirits...
it happens to only the most wonderful
blessed persons....
both have to be innocent,sincere,and honest...
one cant take it for granted...
if u feel u have made a mistake u have to correct it..immediately..
otherwise it becomes a cancerous sore, which can never be repaired..

love cannot be felt with a penis and a vagina...its what all animals do...its called lust.

love has to be felt with a heart...
love does not cause pain,again and again...
ITS A BEAUTIFUL FEELING.....WHICH ONCE LOST .....CAN NEVER BE REGAINED....
THE MAGIC IS GONE...FOREVER...

Saturday, 22 May 2010

A Break to my village to escape the heat of Mumbai..




Mumbai heat wave got to me , and so I escaped to my village..
of course it was hot..there too...
but then it rained!!!!!!
wonderful wonderful rain...
the smell of the wet soil,
the lovely multitudes of the hues of green...
my most most favourite colour....
it so reminds of nature....
anyway...
was a wonderful trip....
some pics....

Friday, 7 May 2010


Before the dreams begin every night,
I will my mind to think,
only, and only wonderful thoughts, of YOU
I NEED to say Thank you
for every BREATH spent,
speaking to you,
for every MOMENT,
that led us to ecstasy and bliss.
for every word and sound that,
took our breath away..
and all that we waited to share...
for that moment, nothing mattered...
it was US and only US....
my dreams then, fill,
with visions of you,
clear, dark, with shining skin,
eyes full of love,
you come to me...
in the comfort and freedom of the night,
I call out to you,
I repeat your name,over and over again,
till it becomes meaningless...
your name becomes synonymous,
with my breath...
my love...
call me,
into your dreams, now!
its time....
yes, no more doubts!

Thursday, 6 May 2010

You me and nothingness


YOU bring me happiness
you bring me understanding..
you bring me the peace I crave for..
you are the colour that accompanies the sunlight...
you are the intensity of my soul...
you make the scary shadows disappear..
you make me compassionate..
you make me smile..
you take me to nothingness,
where there is just you and me....
you make me be me....
but where are YOU my Soul mate?
Oh! of course I know,
YOU are in me
as I am in YOU....

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

RUMI...


A lover knows only humility, he has no choice...
A lover asked his beloved,
Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied, I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE MYSELF...
I LOVE MYSELF, I LOVE YOU....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXpMMijiSOg&feature=PlayList&p=A4C5E3CB5E7E278A&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=39

my take on why people are insensitive...


Sensitivity...
There is no place for it in business, or sports, or anything aggressive or competitive.
Yet without business, sports, aggression , and competitiveness, an economy or progress as we know it will not survive.
STILL, the greatest economies are now trying to bring sensitivity in business. Development of soft skills with technical skills is becoming the norm of the day.....
People all around me, seem to push themselves into some kind of mold.
They want luxuries and comfort.
They strive hard for it.
In the bargain, they lose many good, real relationships.
But it doesn't matter, because here is no time to develop and invest, in the way relationships need nourishment.
Relationships have become like instant coffee...
by the time you make your mistakes and realize that,
this life is a illusion and all this that we feel we HAVE to achieve is nothing but he extension of that illusion, its too late!
it is true, that, if a person doesn't realize it by the time he is 25, then he wont till hes is 85.
He is caught in the rut, in the rat race....in the illusionary world of the search for comfort and greatness....
He becomes insensitive to the needs of others.
He is so into himself ,that some other human being`s feelings and emotions dont matter.. what matters is the ultimate end... the goal to make his dream come true....
when will MAN realize that with all the comfort and luxury , with all the money and power, HE will not be complete if he doesn't have a good heart, and good people around him.
If he doesn't make amends with all the hurt that he has caused, the negativity around his soul, will be his doom, his cause for extreme frustration.
He will never achieve his soul-peace, till he become remorseful of his actions.
He has to cancel all negative emotions surrounding himself to achieve the peace he craves for.
A SENSITIVE PERSON, WILL NEVER HURT ANOTHER Intentionally
AND THEREIN LIES HIS STRENGTH , GREATNESS, POWER AND TRIUMPH....

Sunday, 2 May 2010

REAH! and ME






my lips look like its filled with collagen and mostly full like our own ,ANGELINA JOLIE ( LOL)

Friday, 30 April 2010

without you


I live without you,
lonely...
I walk without you,
aimlessly...
I dream without you,
nadir...
I breathe without you,
in vaccum...
My eyes full of tears,
My heart full of pain...
I know, I will die SLOWLY without
you...