Saturday 7 November 2009

attitude

For a long time, I believed I was nobody..maybe because of many things that happened in my life.
I crave for love and attention.
i know that, if i love my self and my work, i don't have to bother about other peoples love and attention....
but i make mistakes, i expect love when i love... i don't know if it is wrong or right.
but i know when we expect something from someone, then it does not make one happy.......
i feel im going to start a new life..... a new beginning......

i know i am not rigid...im basically a free human being... but...i realise that many educated men and women are not free in their minds.That may be the problem with me.... i take people at face value.. i dont analyse human beings much.
i believe in connections not manipulations.....
i learned slowly and stupidly that educated men and women follow tradition without questioning its authenticity, they believe in the concept of virginity, which is so outdated ....
for me virginity is in the mind... if u love someone deeply with your body as well as mind then u r in a virginal relationship.
i read somewhere about the marriage of the minds.i guess thats what is really required, a marriage of the minds....if its a marriage of the body...then it will surely fail.. body gets old and decayed.mind is more stronger and can remain young forever.....
your body consists of chemicals as well as a sacred part.. your soul....
your body can be greedy....but if our soul becomes dirty and greedy....then u r lost.....
i must keep my soul clean........

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