Saturday 19 September 2009

the razai....

I love razai......the wonderful snugly feel of the razai.....during rainy season and winter ...or when its hot... u put the AC on and snuggle into this wonderful Jaipuri quilt....if u have a lover its great.....u can make love in it..... and cuddle afterwards...wow!!!!

being under anesthesia again....

Yesterday, I was under general anesthesia again....
The thing I like about it the best is that, how u feel sleepy slowly slowly and then you are out... u have lost 4 hours of your life.... u know nothing.... feel nothing...its like being dead .....only thing is that u wake up....later....
I wonder what happens to the brain at that time....
Ive always wondered what happens when we die.....is there a soul???A SPIRIT????
i know of course, that there is no heaven or hell as we perceive it....
we will become food for worms...manure for earth.....after we die....
but the spirit of the human being lives for ever..its essence, its reality, its smile....the remembrance, the memories of the person remains for ever....so i believe that we HAVE to do good work help other human beings to make our spirit happy.....to be essentially happy.....
so lets do it Baby!!!!!!lets make it happen....