last sunday we spoke about unconditional love.....
is it possible? how many have experienced it?
to be continued with real discussions.........
This blog has been witness to my journey, I`ve cried, I`ve laughed, but, mostly I`ve LIVED through this blog.
Thursday 30 August 2007
my song
The town lit up the world got still
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Well the good old days may not return
And the rocks might melt, and the sea may burn
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Well some say life will beat you down
Break your heart, steal your crown
So I started out for God knows where
But I guess Ill know when I get there
Im learning to fly around the clouds
But what goes up must come down
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Im learning to fly around the clouds
But what goes up must come down
Im learning to fly
Im learning to fly
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Well the good old days may not return
And the rocks might melt, and the sea may burn
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Well some say life will beat you down
Break your heart, steal your crown
So I started out for God knows where
But I guess Ill know when I get there
Im learning to fly around the clouds
But what goes up must come down
Im learning to fly but I aint got wings
Comin down is the hardest thing
Im learning to fly around the clouds
But what goes up must come down
Im learning to fly
Im learning to fly
silence......
Sometimes silence conveys emotions that words fail to ...
Silence can be a sign of consent.
Silence conveys anger.
Silence demonstrates strength.
Silence demonstrates patience.
Silence conveys determination.
Silence can mean respect.
Silence does not mean inaction
Silence may indicate forgiveness.
Silence represents tolerance.
Silence can mean confidence.
Silence is not necessarily a sign of guilt or weakness, it is in many cases lot more thought provoking and convincing than words …
Silence can be a sign of consent.
Silence conveys anger.
Silence demonstrates strength.
Silence demonstrates patience.
Silence conveys determination.
Silence can mean respect.
Silence does not mean inaction
Silence may indicate forgiveness.
Silence represents tolerance.
Silence can mean confidence.
Silence is not necessarily a sign of guilt or weakness, it is in many cases lot more thought provoking and convincing than words …
Wednesday 29 August 2007
a flower
A little seed breaks into roots and shoots,
the root breaks,..
into thousands more....
the shoot into stem, branches and thousands more....
nestled in the bed, of new soft, velvety leaves,
the bud,
the little bud,
waits,
pregnant,
with colour, life, beauty.....
to break into a flower.... and to never break again...!!!!!
a flower......
my heart is a flower...!!!!!!!!!!
the root breaks,..
into thousands more....
the shoot into stem, branches and thousands more....
nestled in the bed, of new soft, velvety leaves,
the bud,
the little bud,
waits,
pregnant,
with colour, life, beauty.....
to break into a flower.... and to never break again...!!!!!
a flower......
my heart is a flower...!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday 23 August 2007
a woman i met
Met this woman, beautiful, strong, very prose, with a will to do good,
was amazed,curious and wanted to know more,
she told me she was in bliss.,
went to her home for a drinks- dinner thingie.....
was amazed all over again,
at her ability to laugh at her self,
to be blunt, to yell, to dance, and to entertain....
Curiosity,
pulled me to her again....
what, how,where did she get her strength from?
she went on and answered all relentless,merciless ,continous,questions...
until she broke
barriers....
that she had conveniently built,
around herself and others,
the trauma,
of being voilated as a child,
of having no one to talk to,
forced forgetting does it work?!
tears that followed were tears of blood..
the kind that only the gutsy can shed!!
was amazed,curious and wanted to know more,
she told me she was in bliss.,
went to her home for a drinks- dinner thingie.....
was amazed all over again,
at her ability to laugh at her self,
to be blunt, to yell, to dance, and to entertain....
Curiosity,
pulled me to her again....
what, how,where did she get her strength from?
she went on and answered all relentless,merciless ,continous,questions...
until she broke
barriers....
that she had conveniently built,
around herself and others,
the trauma,
of being voilated as a child,
of having no one to talk to,
forced forgetting does it work?!
tears that followed were tears of blood..
the kind that only the gutsy can shed!!
So many times......ive thought......
- understanding
- curiosity
- empathy
- attraction
- lust
- sympathy
- connection
- anger
- possesssiveness
- intelligence
...................as love! now i know better i name every feeling, when i know what im feeling im strong...i know why im doing things......why im feeling and what im feeling....i ve realised the importance of listening to myself....to be absolutely silent within myself....i know now its possible....to be in bliss i dont need any body just me with myself.....
my only problem is when pple tell me abt their feelings and then they expect me to understand!when they really dont know what the bloody hell they r feeling....
Tuesday 21 August 2007
hmmm!! my first blog...!!! today i feel the need 2 communicate with myself......the need was so grt tht i came out of my home....to feel the sunshine and the wind in my hair......wow!!! feels grt! the freedom...... to be able to be you.... to do what u want and go where yr heart takes u....wandering aimlessly ...... im happy today... to be alive.... to be able to feel so deeply....so love so completely......and be at peace with my self......!!!
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