Monday, 10 September 2007

i will think of u when i my eyes become clear of teardrops....

hey!!!!being in bliss is fine.......yes! its a state of mind......but its also a feeling........sometimes i feel so alone.....so closed....so silly....... like a little ball of nothing...... just the opposite of what i usually feel......after a great high....comes a great low......!!!!!!


thats when i see the futility of it all....the sheer futility of doing anything....even living......


i truly believe that we are here for a reason....theres some high drama.....we fit somehow in the BIG PICTURE......!! then why this unexplainable feeling of dread?

3 comments:

beautiful. said...

oh yes...there IS a big picture..and everything happens for a reason..!
may i recommend you a book?..read "MANY LIVES MANY MASTERS" by Brian Weiss..
thanks for your comments in my blog.i am Shampa Basu from kolkata.25 yrs of age and working in a BPO.itz just been a few months since i have started working.hmmm...what else? i love reading and studied lit. till post grad.
do keep writing and yes..would like to know more about you too..!!:-)

shampa said...

oops...!i posted my comment from a different account..!

Michael James said...

is there any such thing as perpetual bliss? dont we move through phases of ups and downs... thats what the interwoven fabric of life is abt rite!

it is possible to feel blissful pain. but, it's also possible to feel pure bliss or pure pain...

what matters then is our natural state of mind... like a pendulum that settles to the centre no matter what. it's just that our centres are a little offcentre with a proclivity for ebullience :-D

do we not settle to our centres? doesnt that make the centre more pleasurable?

we'll be dead anyway... let nature take it's course. until then... we have a choice to stop living or to burst out into the dusk each day with a renewed spirit arising from the will to live and the love for ourselves...our lives!!