Remember me and my LOVE!

I know My self....

Im thankful for everything....

Im thankful that I could love deeply and could remain committed

I am thankful to you....

You are perfect and I am perfect.....

WE WERE PERFECT.......WE ARE PERFECT AND WE WILL BE PERFECT ALWAYS......

Thoughts about dying and other things....

Feeling hopeless and useless....
cornered on all sides,
Im tempted to end it all...
Just write a suicide note and
jump under a running train...
will I know the physical pain?
Im sure it will be less than the mental pain right now....

my kids....forever...!

The last day... a memorable one for me.The excitement of the kids to be photographed was so heart-wrenching.....my heart was in turmoil.....BUT the kids made me smile.....

they knew I had to go....I was the adult who had gone there to help them but they taught me to be strong....To smile through the tears.....

The girls.... I loved them .....you can see only two of them here....both loved to dress up...most of the jewellery that they have worn,we bought from the local market...they had never visited the market... nobody had taken them....the excitement at being to the market....I wished I was a kid again.....

Mumbai....

Before I go to sleep today , Ive to write down my thoughts....
I love my country .. a country with so many diversities....
It has given me Everything....

Freedom, Education, Opportunities and Experiences...
whatever I am its because of this freedom of expression....

Im a Human Being hence I cry , I weep , I become afraid...I feel betrayed...I get hurt...I LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY....

but basically the morals and values instilled in me saves me...

I survive..I live...I forgive....I can go on....even if my Heart is broken....
My Spirit never breaks....

I ENDURE...

I learned so much about life...
Im sure I can do lots of good work...
My life can have meaning..

Im a proud woman....

I have the blue skies above me and the beautiful brown soil beneath me..

I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY....AND TO TRUST NATURE AND TIME....

QUE SERA SERA...

AMOR VINCIT OMNIA....

CARPE DIEM..!

when?

When will I laugh ?

When will I be myself?

Why are all my dreams broken?

Why did you leave me?

What is wrong with me?

What did you want from me?

Will I be able to forget you?

Will I be complete again?

My baby! My heart!

I just needed some love,

My love is pure,

cant u see?

WHEN DID I HURT YOU??? DID I?

TELL ME....

TALK TO ME.....

why I appreciate hookers and men who go to them...

Hookers sell sex and men who go to them, are the buyers.

I appreciate them because they do a great service to all women who do not earn their living

by selling sex.

The men have the guts to go and buy something that is every man`s need.

they have the guts to shell out money for their need....no nonsense.... JUST give and take.....

and then, there is another kind....another kind.....of spineless men...

they lie, they promise, they pretend, they will do anything to get into the woman`s pants....

and love the chase, they create a fantasy for both themselves and the woman....

and as soon as they ejaculate, as soon as the sperms are out of the penis.....they forget everything...

the promises, the pretension ... goes down the drain with the unused sperms.....

the ridiculousness of it all...........ha!

music..

music can be very soothing.. its the best remedy for almost everything...

everyone likes music....in some form or the other....

im listening to a lot of music....

my favorite ones....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULo-wRMXTxA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iozUNFBR4d8&NR=1